I wrote this in response to the theme of a workshop run by the excellent Dave Martin and Hannah McDowell of the Centre for Policy on Ageing - An Artistic Exploration of Ageing.
This began with an old, French film “Une Aussi Longue Absence”. Made in 1960, in the spirit of poetic realism, it is about a café owner who believes a tramp wandering around her neighbourhood is her husband who disappeared during WW2. I am reminded of all that I love about a Paris I never knew beyond my imagination. Flavours, smells and perfume even though there is none of the glamour we associate with it in the film.
Then I recall a dark blue bottle of “Soir de Paris” that, as a small child, I found in the drawer where my mother kept her make-up.
My first encounter with perfume and its power. I think that Therese, the protagonist of “Une Aussi Longue Absence” as an unvarnished woman, pretty much like my post-war, everyday mother, would have just such a bedroom drawer containing a small, blue bottle of intimacy.
Perfume operates in two ways on your body; within to your sense of self and how you want to be, then outwards to the physical, social environment you are part of.
Right now, in the Age of Covid, it’s an outrageous gap in our ways of being. I can only please myself and not those others, particularly my significant others two metres or more away from me. A sensory deprivation that’s slipped under the radar.
So. The perfumes that span my life. First, Je Reviens by Worth.
The bottle the same,
dark blue as Soir de Paris. your body absorbs an inheritance as special
as a grandmother’s recipe.
Created in 1932 Je Reviens is born of a jazz age Paris It’s delicate, pale blue box with white, neo-classical detail masking the dirt and the decadence of the then as much as the now.
Then Yves St. Laurent’s Rive Gauche. Launched in 1970, it captured the immediacy of sex in a silver, bright blue and black metal tube. Sex masked by a sharp, black tailored suit and crisp white shirt, the only give-away lips smeared with some Christian Dior Iconic Rouge.
And Dior’s Poison. The first bottle presented to me by my then long-term boyfriend. He said with some irony his sister had chosen it for me on a return trip from Pakistan. But I loved it and loved it for all the right reasons.
But. Dawn Sturgess. In 2018 gifted a boxed perfume by her partner who had found it in a charity shop bin. It contained the same Novachok poison Russian agents intended to murder the former intelligence officer Sergei Skripal. Dawn died a few days after spraying her wrists with the deadly substance. A tragic heroine like Therese of “Une Aussi Longue Absence”, perfume the poetic corollary.
Our lips are now negated by a face mask. The silent scream of a new world of invisible deadly droplets and fear. A call out on the street that you are a good citizen, just part of the mass. Just like everyone else. Just not easy in your skin in the way you should be. The way you feel when you put on your lipstick just before you present your public self to a world you want to have a stake in. The way you feel when you spray your wrists and neck with a little sensuality.